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Uhm, a loot has been going on lately.
Long story short; I have a therapist now, and a psychiatrist and everything. I am going into this treatment, for eating disordered people. so yeah, I have to change this blog. It will be a lot more positive and I’ll do my best to make it happy and healthier.
I can’t go on like this, my life is a living hell. Even though I’m still fat, I can’t lose weight because my therapist will get me inpatient, and I really can’t be arsed with that.
(Inpatient as in put me into a mental hospital.. for those who do not understand.)
|Me:||oh man this is easy|
|Me:||why am i starting to get tired already|
|Me:||how long has it been?|
|Me:||ONLY 8 MINUTES?! BS!!|
|Me:||okay im not gunna look at the time for this whole song|
|Me:||SHIT i looked|
|Me:||i hate this song|
|Me:||i hate running why am i running|
|Me:||am i skinny yet|
|Me:||that was awesome lets do it again!!!|
What I had today;
Small carrot bite. (20cal)
I feel fat. :/
but, I said no to pizza and ice cream. Ugh.
I need to get back on track. Ugh.
I hate myself. Can’t even fucking throw up because my sister is watching my ass.
I hope she goes out tonight, so I can throw it all up.